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壁花少年
親愛的朋友 Dear Friend,
我給你寫信 是因為 I am writing to you because
她說你樂于傾聽 善解人意 she said you listen and understand
而且不會隨便和派對上認識的人睡覺 and didn't try to sleep with that person at that party,
即便你有機會 even though you could have.
請不要猜測我是誰 Please don't try to figure out who I am.
我不希望你這樣 I don't want you to do that.
我只想知道 像你這樣的人真的存在 I just need to know that people like you exist.
假如哪天我們見面 你就不會想到我是 Like if you met me, you wouldn't think I was
醫院里那個怪孩子 the weird kid who spent time in the hospital.
我也不會讓你緊張 And I wouldn't make you nervous.
請允許我這么想 I hope it's okay for me to think that.
整個夏天 除了我的家人 You see, I haven't really talked to anyone
我沒和任何人說過話 outside of my family all summer.
但明天是我高中生活的第一天 But tomorrow is my first day of high school ever
我需要做些調整 and I need to turn things around.
所以 我有個計劃 So, I have a plan.
當我第一次走進校門 As I enter the school for the first time
我要想象一下 I will visualize what it will be like
畢業那天的情景 on the last day of my senior year.
很不幸 我計算了一下 還要再熬 Unfortunately, I counted, and that's
跳 新人蛤蟆 快跳 快啊小子們 Hop, freshman toads. Hop! Let's move it, boys!
1385個日日夜夜 1385 days from now.
我練了整個夏天 現在可厲害了 Worked out all summer. Rock hard.
你們倆怎么不去開房 You know, why don't you guys get a room?
1385天而已 Just 1385 days.
同時 我希望 In the meantime, I'd hoped that
我的姐姐坎黛絲和她男朋友德里克 my sister Candace and her boyfriend Derek
能讓我和他們地球俱樂部的成員共進午餐 would have let me eat lunch with their Earth Club.
僅限高年級生 Seniors only.
你怎么拿個塑料叉勺 What are you doing with that plastic spork?
銀制餐具還得還回來 I don't want to bring back silverware.
德里克 你可是地球俱樂部財務 拿著 Derek, you're Earth Club Treasurer. Come on.
被姐姐拒絕后 When my sister said no
我想 也許我的老朋友蘇珊 I thought maybe my old friend Susan
會愿意和我一起吃午飯 would want to have lunch with me.
初中時 蘇珊為人風趣友善 In middle school, Susan was very fun to be around,
但現在 她再也不愿意搭理我了 but now she doesn't like to say hi to me anymore.
還有布拉德?海斯 And then there's Brad Hays.
我哥哥去賓州州立大學橄欖球隊之前 Before my brother went to play football for Penn State
和布拉德是隊友 he and Brad played together.
我本以為他會和我打個招呼 So, I thought maybe he'd say hi to me.
但布拉德是高年級 我又這么內向 But Brad's a senior and I'm me,
還是別自欺欺人了 so, who am I kidding?
好的一面是 有個高年級生 On the bright side, one senior
打算不捉弄新生 而捉弄老師 decided to make fun of the teacher instead of the freshmen.
他還用油彩筆畫上了卡拉翰老師 He even drew on Mr. Callahan's
傳說中的山羊胡子 legendary goatee with a grease pencil.
沖心鏨可不是玩具 The prick punch is not a toy.
我是1968年在越南的時候知道的 I learned that back in 'Nam in '68.
越南戰爭 1959-1975年
"卡拉翰" 中士說 "Callahan," The sergeant said
"把那沖心鏨放下 去殺幾個亞洲佬" "you put down that prick punch, you go kill some gooks."
知道后來發生了什么嗎 And you know what happened?
我最好的朋友被那個沖心鏨殺死了 That prick punch killed my best friend
在西貢一家妓院里 in a Saigon whorehouse.
西貢 越南城市 現胡志明市
我早就聽說你會來我班上 I heard you were gonna be in my class.
高年級了 還得上新生的手工課 Are you proud to be a senior
是不是覺得很驕傲 "拍蛋糕" having to take freshman shop, Patty-Cakes?
聽好了 我叫帕特里克 Look. My name is Patrick.
你要么叫我帕特里克 要么就給我別叫 Either you call me Patrick or you call me nothing.
好吧 "別叫" Okay, Nothing.
我為帕特里克感到難過 I felt really bad for Patrick.
他模仿老師其實并無惡意 He wasn't saying the impersonation to be mean or anything.
只是想讓新生感覺好受些 He was just trying to make us freshmen feel better.
"別叫" 你先讀吧 Nothing, why don't you read first?
好吧 第一章 Alright. Chapter 1.
抗爭你的法西斯手工課老師 Surviving your fascist shop teacher,
因為他愛打壓學生 抬高自己 who needs to put kids down to feel big.
這很實用 我們接著讀 This is useful guys. We should read on.
我這天的最后一節課是高級英語 My last class of the day is advanced English
我很激動 終于可以 and I'm really excited to finally
和學校里最聰明的孩子一起學習了 learn with the smartest kids in the school.
活頁夾不錯啊 基佬 Nice Trapper Keeper, faggot.
信不信由你 她從幼兒園起就是全優生 Believe it or not, she's gotten straight A since kindergarten.
我是安德森老師 I'm Mr. Anderson.
是你們的高一英語老師 I'm going to be your teacher for freshman English.
這學期我們要學習 This semester, we're going to learn about
哈珀?李的《殺死一只知更鳥》 Harper Lee's To Kill a Mockingbird.
天才的作品 Genius book.
有誰想免考第一次測驗的 Now, who'd like to get out of the first pop quiz?
真讓我驚訝 I'm shocked.
好 如果想免考這次測驗 Alright. You can skip the quiz
就告訴我 是哪個作家發明了平裝書 if you tell me which author invented the paperback book.
誰知道 Anyone?
是位英國作家 He was British.
他還首創了連載小說 He also invented the serial.
事實上 在他第一本小說的第三章末尾 In fact, at the end of the third chapter of his first novel
他寫到一個人用手指扣在懸崖上吊著 he had a man hanging from a cliff by his fingernails.
于是就有了"扣人心弦"這個詞 Hence, the term cliffhanger.
有人知道嗎 Anybody?
-你說 -莎士比亞 - Yeah. - Shakespeare.
猜得好 但不對 莎士比亞不寫小說 That's a great guess, but no, Shakespeare didn't write novels.
還有誰知道 Anybody else?
這位作家 The author
就是查爾斯?狄更斯 is Charles Dickens.
另外 如果我們一起去看莎士比亞戲劇 However, if you and I had gone to a Shakespeare play,
我們得花四便士 it would have cost us 4 pennies.
想象一下 Can you imagine that?
那些錢會被放進一個金屬盒子里 We would have put those pennies in a metal box
引座員會把盒子鎖在一個房間里 the ushers would lock in the office.
于是就有了一個詞 And that's where we get the term...
收銀機 Cash register.
誰要是答對了 除期末論文外 I'll give you a free "A" on anything till the final term paper
其余成績我都給優 if you get it right.
票房[盒子+房間] Box office.
你應該學會參與 You should learn to participate.
為什么不舉手呢 Why didn't you raise your hand?
是不是有人嘲笑你是老師的寵物 They call you teacher's pet?
叫你怪胎 之類的綽號 Freak? That kind of things?
我以前被人叫蠢蛋 這也太難聽了 I used to get spaz. I mean, come on, spaz?
我聽說你去年過得不好 You know, I heard you had a tough time last year.
但有人說 如果在第一天交到一個朋友 But they say if you make one friend on your first day,
說明你還不錯 you're doing okay.
謝謝您 老師 Thank you, sir.
但如果英語老師是我今天唯一交到的朋友 But if my English teacher is the only friend I make today,
那就挺郁悶的了 that would be sort of depressing.
是啊 我明白 Yeah. I could see that.
別擔心 安德森先生 我沒事 Don't worry, Mr. Anderson. I'm okay.
謝謝您 Thanks.
我會毫不猶豫把手工課翹了... I would happily not take shop...
新人蛤蟆 Hey, Freshman Toad.
還有1384天 I have 1384 days to go.
所以我對別人說 Just so I say it to someone
高中比初中還糟糕 high school is even worse than middle school.
如果我父母問我 If my parents ask me about it,
也許我不會說實話 I probably won't tell them the truth
因為我不想讓他們擔心我又犯病了 because I don't want them to worry that I might get bad again.
如果海倫姨媽還在 我可以和她聊聊 If my Aunt Helen were still here, I could talk to her.
我想她應該能理解我為什么會又喜又悲 And I know she would understand how I am both happy and sad
而我自己也想不明白為什么會這樣 and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be.
我只希望能盡快交個朋友 I just hope I make a friend soon.
永遠愛你的 查理 Love always, Charlie.
查理 快來 Charlie, come on.
這辣子雞好吃極了 This chicken paprikash is delicious.
謝謝 德里克 這是查理最愛吃的 Thank you, Derek. It's Charlie's favorite.
今天高中開學 他有點緊張 He was a little nervous about starting high school today
所以我特意為他做了這個 so I made it for him.
現在覺得緊張很沒必要了吧 小子 You feel a little silly about being nervous now, champ?
是啊 是沒必要 Yes, sir. I do.
早跟你說過了 I told you.
對人微笑 保持自然就好 Just give 'em a smile and be yourself.
-這就是你如何 -"在現實世界交朋友" - That's how you... - "...make friends in the real world."
你這是找打 You're cruisin' for a bruisin'.
高一不太好過 但能讓你真正找到自我 Freshman year is tough, but you really find yourself.
謝謝 德里克 Thanks, Derek.
你應該對德里克好點 You know, you could be a little nicer to Derek.
沒辦法 那孩子太娘們了 我受不了 I'm sorry. The kid's a pussy. I can't stand him.
希望你喜歡我錄的合輯磁帶 I really hope you love the mix tape I made.
-我很喜歡 -封面是手繪的 - I do. - The cover is hand-painted.
查理 你要嗎 Charlie, you want this?
真要給我嗎 Are you sure?
他每周都要送我一盒 He gives me one every week.
寶貝 下一首歌有點悲傷 Babe. This next one might be a little sad
但它讓我想起你的眼睛 but it reminded me of your eyes.
《殺死一只知更鳥》的學期論文你寫了嗎 Did you already do the term paper on To Kill a Mockingbird?
惡魔隊 加油 Let's go, Devils!
加油 Come on.
-"別叫" -"別叫" - Nothing. - Nothing.
去死吧 童貞抵押品 Suck it, virginity pledges!
去死吧 Suck it!
帕特里克 Patrick.
你是我手工課上的同學 對吧 You're in my shop class, right?
你的鐘做得怎么樣了 How's your clock coming?
我爸爸在幫我做 My dad's building it for me.
不錯 我的看起來像條船 Yeah. Mine looks like a boat.
你要過來坐嗎 還是在等朋友來 You wanna sit over here, or are you waiting for your friends?
沒有 我跟你坐 No, no, I'll sit.
對了 多謝你沒叫我"別叫" Thanks for not calling me "Nothing" by the way.
簡直沒完沒了 It's an endless nightmare.
這幫混蛋 以為自己多有創意呢 And these assholes, they actually think they're being original.
你喜歡橄欖球嗎 So, do you like football?
很喜歡 我愛死橄欖球了 Love it. Love football.
那你可能認識我哥哥 Maybe you know my brother, then.
珊姆 Sam.
一個問題 這里的廁所還能再惡心點嗎 Question. Could the bathrooms here be more disgusting?
能啊 更惡心的叫男廁所 Yes, they call it the men's room.
我總算找到鮑勃了 So, I finally got hold of Bob.
今晚來派對嗎 Party tonight?
他還想泡橄欖園的女招待 He's still trying to shag that waitress from the Olive Garden.
真是窮追不舍啊 He's never tossing that salad.
加油啊 Come on!
帕特里克 Patrick!
-什么 -這是誰 - Yeah. - Who's this?
這是 This is...
查理?科爾梅克斯 Charlie Kelmeckis.
科爾梅克斯 開玩笑吧 Kelmeckis! No shit!
你姐姐在和馬尾巴德里克交往 對吧 Your sister's dating Pony Tail Derek, isn't she?
-上帝 -大家都這么叫他嗎 - God! - Is that what they call him?
放過馬尾巴德里克吧 Would you leave Pony Tail Derek alone?
課堂都被你搞得烏煙瘴氣 帕特里克 You put the "Ass" in "Class," Patrick.
我盡力而為 珊姆 I try, Sam. I try.
很高興見到你 查理 我是珊姆 It's nice to meet you, Charlie. I'm Sam.
珊姆 什么計劃 So, Sam, what's the plan?
-今晚我們去瑪麗?伊麗莎白家嗎 -不去 - Are we going to Mary Elizabeth's tonight? - Nope.
她把冰茶摻在白蘭地里 被父母發現了 She got caught watering down her parent's brandy with iced tea.
咱們還是去國王酒吧吧 Let's just go to Kings.
好 比賽完我們去國王酒吧 Alright. We're going to Kings after the game
你可以一起來 if you wanna come.
你有喜歡的樂隊嗎 Do you have a favorite band?
我喜歡史密斯樂隊 I think The Smiths are my favorite.
真的嗎 我愛死史密斯樂隊了 Are you kidding? I love The Smiths!
解散樂隊里他們最棒 你最喜歡哪首歌 The best breakup band ever. What's your favorite song?
《沉睡》 《驚天巨響》專輯里的 Asleep. It's from Louder Than Bombs.
我是在馬尾巴德里克的混音帶里聽到的 I heard it on Pony Tail Derek's mix tape.
這首歌真是眾人所愛啊 That works on so many levels.
如果你們想聽 我可以幫忙錄一份 I can make you guys a copy if you want.
艾德呢 你喜歡艾德吧 What about Eide's? You love Eide's, right?
是啊 當然 他們很棒 Yeah, of course. They're great.
那不是個樂隊 查理 Not a band, Charlie.
是市中心的唱片店 It's a record store downtown.
我覺得黑膠唱片的音效要好得多 I think it sounds so much better on the Vinyl.
珊姆給我聽那些音樂之前我還很受歡迎 You know, I used to be popular before Sam got me some good music.
你可得小心了 她會毀了你的生活 So, you should be careful. She'll ruin your life forever.
沒關系 That's okay.
-"別叫" -"別叫" - Nothing. - Nothing.
別喊了 老天爺 老掉牙的玩笑了 Let it go! Jesus! It's an antique joke!
夠了 It's over!
你畢業后打算干什么 So, what are you gonna do when you get out of this place?
海倫姨媽說我應該當個作家 但是 My Aunt Helen said I should be a writer, but
我不知道我能寫什么 I don't know what I'd write about.
-你可以寫寫我們 -沒錯 - You could write about us. - Yeah.
書名就叫《蕩婦和獵鷹》 Call it Slut and The Falcon.
把我們寫成破案神探 Make us solve crimes.
你們倆在一起真幸福 You guys seem really happy together.
你們交往多久了 How long have you been boyfriend and girlfriend?
他不是我男朋友 我們同父異母 He's not my boyfriend. He's my step-brother.
我媽媽終于離開我那一無是處的爸爸 My mom finally left my worthless dad
我們搬來這里時 她嫁給了他的好爸爸 and married his nice dad when we moved here.
她這話可不是諷刺 不要誤會 But She's not bitter or anything. Make no mistake.
當然不是 Absolutely not.
查理 我沒有貪食癥 我是善食主義者 Charlie, I'm not a bulimic. I'm a bulim-ist.
抱歉 我不知道那是什么 I'm... I'm sorry. I don't know what that is.
她還真覺得貪吃是好事 She just really believes in bulimia.
我愛貪吃 I love bulimia.
多謝你請客 查理 Thanks for paying, Charlie.
不客氣 多謝你們送我回來 No problem. Thank you guys for the ride.
咱們學校見 Maybe I'll see you around in school?
天 聲音調小點好嗎 耳朵都要聾了 God, would you turn that down? You're gonna make us deaf.
聾就聾 這可是搖滾樂 So be it! It's Rock and roll.
-再見 查理 -再見 查理 - Bye, Charlie. - Bye, Charlie.
好的 再見 Okay. Bye.
你媽媽說不要和坎黛絲一起去哥倫比亞 Your mom says Don't go to Columbia with Candace.
-不要去哥倫比亞 -閉... - Don't go to Columbia... - Shut...
你就一直要做個奶嘴男嗎 德里克 Do you always want to be a mama's boy, Derek?
-我不是奶嘴男 -你就是 - I am not a mama's boy. - Yes, you are!
因為每一次我去你家 Because every single time I go to your house,
每一次... every single time...
閉嘴 坎黛絲 Shut up, Candace!
你都極其沒用地站在一邊 and you stand there like a little beach...
查理 查理 走吧 我能處理 Charlie, Charlie, just go. I can handle it.
別吵醒爸媽 Just don't wake up mom and dad.
看誰來了 Look who's here.
歡迎海倫姨媽回家 Welcome home, Aunt Helen!
看看你們 打扮得這么漂亮 Look at you guys, dressed so nice.
坎黛絲 Candace,
你這是干什么 what are you doing?
是我激怒他在先 Look, I egged him on.
你也看到了 他從沒動手打過我 You saw it. He's never hit me before.
我向你保證 他不會再打我了 And I promise you he'll never hit me again.
就像海倫姨媽的那些男朋友嗎 Like Aunt Helen's boyfriends?
查理 他是馬尾巴德里克 Charlie, this is Pony Tail Derek.
我能搞定他 I can handle him.
相信我 好嗎 Do you trust me?
求你了 別告訴爸媽 Please, don't tell mom and dad.
天啊 這音樂真棒 My God. They're playing good music.
老天 老天 真的 這音樂棒極了 Holy shit. Holy shit. They are! They're playing good music.
客廳舞步 Living room routine?
客廳舞步 Living room routine!
-好 -抱歉 - Yes! - I'm sorry.
-借過 借過 -抱歉 - Excuse us! Excuse me! - I'm sorry!
-抱歉 -抱歉 - Pardon me. - Sorry.
讓開 讓開 Get out of the way! Get out of the way!
天啊 凍死了 God, it's freezing.
可你那衣服夠暖和 But you wore that toasty costume.
既不好看又沒創意 總該能保暖吧 It's not like it's cute or original, you'd hope it'd be warm.
行了 閉嘴吧 田納西燕尾服男 Yeah, piss off, Tennessee Tuxedo.
我真的可以一起來嗎 Are you sure it's okay that I come?
當然了 記住一點 查理 Yeah, of course. Just remember, Charlie
-鮑勃不是偏執狂 -"他只是有點敏感" - Bob's not paranoid. - "He's sensitive."
珊姆 橄欖園那個女招待 可風騷了 Sam, that waitress from the Olive Garden, she was such a tease.
你愿意嫁給我嗎 Will you marry me?
-帕特里克同意就行 -帕特里克 - Only with Patrick's blessing. - Patrick?
你是上烹飪學院的毫無希望的癮君子 You're a hopeless stoner who attends the culinary institute.
所以我要拒絕你 但你勇氣可嘉 So, I'm gonna have to say "No" on that, but nice try.
-查理 -夠狠 - Charlie? - Touché.
查理 這就是派對 So, Charlie, this is a party.
玩樂生活便是如此 This is what fun looks like.
準備好了嗎 認識一下絕望的女人們 Are you ready to meet some desperate women?
來 坐這里 Here, have a seat.
女士們 這是查理 Ladies, meet Charlie.
-你好 -見過女士們 - Hi. - Meet ladies.
你好 Hey.
-瑪麗?伊麗莎白 -愛麗絲 - Mary Elizabeth. - Alice.
很高興見到你們 Nice to meet you.
查理是第一次參加派對 This is Charlie's first party ever.
你們倆可得親切友好 全心全意 So, I expect nice, meaningful,
盡心盡力地 用口活兒招待 heartfelt blow jobs from both of you.
-帕特里克 你這混蛋 -你去哪了 - Patrick, you're such a dick. - Where the hell did you go?
跳舞挺沒勁的 你不覺得嗎 The dance was a little boring, don't you think?
你太自私了 我們到處找你 You're so selfish. We looked everywhere for you.
你倒是說一聲啊 You could have told someone.
你就淚流成河吧 Cry me a river.
怎么你信佛之后變得更刻薄了呢 How is it that you've got meaner since becoming a Buddhist.
是我運氣好吧 Just lucky I guess.
不 我覺得你肯定是做錯什么事了 No, you're doing something wrong, I think.
-或者做得太對了 -好吧 - Or something very right. - Yeah...
看誰來啦 Look who's here!
是布拉德?海斯嗎 Is that Brad Hays?
是他 他偶爾過來 Yeah. He comes here sometimes.
可他挺受歡迎的啊 But he's a popular kid.
那我們呢 Then, what are we?
查理 來塊布朗尼蛋糕吧 Charlie, you look like you could use a brownie.
謝謝 Thank you.
我跳舞都跳餓了 I was so hungry at the dance.
我打算去國王酒吧的 可我沒時間 I was gonna go to King's, but I didn't really have any time.
謝謝 Thanks.
你們真該摸摸這地毯 Have you guys felt this carpet?
這地毯舒服死了 This carpet feels so darn good.
查理 查理 你覺得高中怎么樣 Charlie. Charlie, what do you think about high school?
高中嗎 High school?
狗屁不通 Bullshit.
食堂叫營養中心 Cafeteria is called the Nutrition Center.
98度[約36.7℃]也有人穿字母夾克 People wear their letter jackets even when it's 98 degrees out.
字母夾克一般用于防寒
為什么游行樂隊也穿字母夾克呢 And why do they give out letter jackets for marching band?
又不是體育比賽 誰都知道 It's not a sport, we all know it.
這孩子瘋了 This kid is crazy.
瑪麗?伊麗莎白 我想 Mary Elizabeth, I think
當你回顧老照片時 you're really gonna regret that, you know,
你會后悔剪這個發型的 haircut when you look back at old photographs.
我很抱歉 我是想夸你來著 I'm really sorry. It sounded like a compliment in my head.
-天啊 -他說得對 - God! - It's kind of true.
閉嘴 Shut up!
鮑勃 你把他灌醉了嗎 Bob, did you get him stoned?
得了 珊姆 他很享受 你看看他 Come on, Sam. He likes it. Just look at him.
你感覺如何 查理 How do you feel, Charlie?
我就是想喝杯奶昔 I just really want a milkshake.
珊姆 Sam,
你的棕色眼睛真美 you have such pretty brown eyes.
美得足以大做文章炫耀一番了 The kind of pretty that deserves to make a big deal about itself.
你明白我的意思嗎 You know what I mean?
好了 查理 我給你做奶昔 Okay, Charlie. Let me make the milkshake.
多美好的詞啊 奶昔 What a great word. Milkshake.
就好像你自己對著鏡子 It's like when you say
一遍一遍重復自己的名字 your name over and over again in the mirror
過一會兒 就覺得聽起來怪怪的 and after a while, it sounds crazy.
我猜你以前從沒喝醉過吧 So, I'm guessing you've never been high before?
沒有 從來沒有 No. No, no, no.
我最好的朋友邁克爾有個酒鬼老爸 My best friend Michael. His dad was a big drinker.
所以他痛恨酒精 So, he hated all that stuff.
也討厭派對 Parties, too.
邁克爾現在在哪兒 Where is Michael tonight?
他去年五月開槍自殺了 He shot himself last May.
真希望他能留點遺言 你知道嗎 Kinda wished he'd left a note. You know what I mean?
衛生間在哪兒 Where's the bathroom?
-在樓上 -謝謝你 珊姆 - It's up the stairs. - Thanks, Sam.
你真是個好人 You're so nice.
查理 Charlie.
真怪 Weird.
查理 Charlie?
-那孩子是誰 -別緊張 - Who is that kid? - Relax.
不要緊 他是我朋友 Relax. He's a friend of mine.
待在這兒 Stay here.
我什么都沒看見 I didn't see anything.
我知道你看見了 不過沒關系 Yeah, I know you saw something, but it's okay.
好了 聽著 Okay, listen,
布拉德不想讓別人知道 Brad doesn't want anyone to know.
等一下 Wait...
-你被烤過了嗎[吸大麻] -烤成蛋糕了 - Are you baked? - "Like a cake."
鮑勃這么說的 That's what Bob said.
還說比賽前不能吃三塊以上 And how you can't have 3 on a match
不然會被查出來 because then they'd find us.
大家都笑了 我都不知道他們笑什么 And everyone laughed, but I don't understand what's funny.
好吧 查理 聽著 Okay, Charlie, listen.
你要答應我 I need you to promise
不會把我和布拉德的事說出去 that you're not gonna say anything to anyone about me and Brad.
好嗎 這是我們的小秘密 Okay? This has to be our little secret.
我們的小秘密 Our little secret.
沒問題 Agreed.
好 謝謝你 Okay. Thank you.
我們過后再聊 We'll talk later.
期待這場重要談話 I look forward to that big talk.
這奶昔真是無與倫比 是吧 愛麗絲 Isn't this the best milkshake ever, Alice?
比第一杯還要好喝 It's even better than the first one.
我得和你談談 I need to talk to you.
查理剛才告訴我他最好的朋友開槍自殺了 Charlie just told me that his best friend shot himself.
我想他現在沒什么朋友了 I don't think he has any friends.
大伙兒 各位 Hey. Everyone. Everybody.
大伙兒 Everyone.
為查理舉杯吧 Raise your glasses to Charlie.
-我怎么了 -沒什么 - What did I do? - You didn't do anything.
我們就是想為我們的新朋友舉杯 We just wanna toast to our new friend.
你善于觀察 You see things.
善解人意 And you understand.
你是一朵壁花 You're a wallflower.
壁花指舞會中沒有舞伴而坐著看的人
怎么了 怎么回事 What is it? What's wrong?
我還以為沒人注意到我 I didn't think anyone noticed me.
我們還以為再沒什么人值得我們結交呢 Well, we didn't think there was anyone cool left to meet.
所以 來吧 大家舉杯 So, Come on, everyone.
-敬查理 -敬查理 - To Charlie. - To Charlie.
歡迎來到錯位玩具島 Welcome to the island of misfit toys.
《錯位玩具島》為美國一部動畫電影
-天啊 這是什么歌 -我也不知道 - Oh, my God. What is this song!? - Right? I have no idea.
你以前聽過嗎 Have you ever heard this before?
沒有 Never.
帕特里克 我們得從隧道走 Patrick, We've gotta go through the tunnel!
珊姆 凍死人了 Sam, it's freezing.
帕特里克 這歌正好合適 Patrick, it's the perfect song!
不行 帕特里克媽媽說不行 No. Mama Patrick says no.
帕特里克 帕特里克 我是珊姆 Patrick. Patrick, it's Sam.
我是珊姆 It's Sam speaking to you.
-求你了 -我投降 - I'm begging you to... - I concede!
她在干嘛 What is she doing?
別擔心 她經常這樣 Don't worry. She does it all the time.
大點聲 Turn it up!
遵命 女王陛下 You got it, your highness.
英國歌手大衛?鮑伊《英雄》
我們能成為英雄 Oh, we can be heroes
只有一天也好 Just for one day
我 我會是國王 I, I will be king
而你 你會是王后 And you, you will be queen
怎么了 What?
我感覺到了無限 I feel infinite.
即使他們不會離開 Though nothing will drive them away
我們能成為英雄 Oh, we can be heroes
只要一天就足夠 Just for one day
親愛的朋友 Dear Friend,
抱歉很久沒給你寫信了 I'm sorry I haven't written for a while,
不過我一直在努力 別當個窩囊廢 but I've been trying hard not to be a loser.
比如 我試著學會參與 For example, I am trying to participate
通過聆聽珊姆的搖滾情歌精選 by listening to Sam's collection of big rock ballads
思考什么是愛 and thinking about love.
珊姆說這些歌庸俗卻不失精彩 Sam says they are kitschy and brilliant.
我完全同意 I completely agree.
我還寫了一些文章 I am also writing essays
讀了一些課外書 and studying extra books outside of class.
沒想到 安德森老師是個作家 As it turns out, Mr. Anderson is a writer.
他的一部戲劇還在紐約上演過 He even had a play put up in New York once,
我覺得真是太厲害了 which I think is very impressive.
他和太太過了今年也許會回紐約 He and his wife might go back there after this year.
我很自私地希望 他不要離開 I know this is selfish, but I really hope he doesn't.
我最喜歡的還是午飯時間 My favorite time, though, is lunch
因為我可以見到珊姆和帕特里克 because I get to see Sam and Patrick.
我們一起幫瑪麗?伊麗莎白制作 We spend the time working on Mary Elizabeth's fanzine
關于音樂和《洛基恐怖秀》的同好雜志 about music and The Rocky Horror Picture Show.
1975年上映的喜劇電影 至今仍有大批影迷
雜志名叫《朋克洛基》 It's called Punk Rocky.
瑪麗?伊麗莎白真的很有趣 Mary Elizabeth is really interesting
她既是佛教徒 又是朋克 because she is a Buddhist and a punk
不過不知為何 她看起來總像 but somehow she always acts like
我爸爸熬過漫長一天后的樣子 my father at the end of a "Long day."
她最好的朋友愛麗絲喜歡吸血鬼 Her best friend Alice loves vampires
想去電影學院 and wants to go to film school.
她還在商場里偷牛仔褲 She also steals jeans from the mall.
我無法理解 因為她家其實挺有錢的 I don't know why because her family is rich
不過我盡量不去評判她 but I'm trying not to be judgemental.
特別是因為 我知道 Especially since I know
去年是她們陪伴帕特里克一路走來 that they were all there for Patrick last year.
帕特里克老是一副不正經的樣子 Patrick never likes to be serious,
所以我費了好些時間才明白發生了什么 so it took me a while to get what happened.
他高二的時候 When he was a junior,
開始和布拉德在周末偷偷約會 Patrick started seeing Brad on the weekends in secret.
我想這也挺不容易的 I guess it was hard, too.
因為每次他們親熱 布拉德都得喝個爛醉 Because Brad had to get drunk every time they fooled around.
周一到了學校 布拉德會說 Then, Monday in school, Brad would say:
哥們 我醉得太厲害 什么都不記得了 "Man, I was so wasted. I don't remember a thing."
這樣持續了七個月 This went on for 7 months.
當他們終于做了的時候 When they finally did it,
布拉德說他愛上了帕特里克 Brad said he loved Patrick.
然后 他就開始大哭 Then, he started to cry.
不論帕特里克做什么 No matter what Patrick did,
布拉德不停地說 他爸爸會殺了他 Brad kept saying his dad would kill him.
還說他肯定會下地獄 And saying that he was going to hell.
帕特里克最終還是幫布拉德戒了酒 Patrick was eventually able to help Brad get sober.
我問帕特里克會不會覺得傷心 I asked Patrick if he felt sad
因為他還是得偷偷摸摸 that he still had to keep it a secret
他說不會 and he said no
因為至少現在 because at least now,
布拉德不用在爛醉的時候才敢說愛他了 Brad doesn't have to get drunk to love him.
我覺得我能理解 因為我很喜歡珊姆 I think I understand because I really like Sam.
我向我姐姐打聽了她 I asked my sister about her
她說珊姆還是新生的時候 and she said that when Sam was a freshman
高年級學生總是在派對上把她灌醉 the upper classmen used to get her drunk at parties.
我估計她名聲可能不大好 I guess she had a reputation.
不過我不在乎 But I don't care.
因為我也不會希望她用我的過去評判我 I'd hate for her to judge me based on what I used to be like.
我在給她錄一個合輯磁帶 So, I've been making her a mix tape
想讓她知道我的感受 so she will know how I feel.
該死 Ah, shit!
-跟我說C -C - C! - C!
好萊塢劇院
洛基恐怖秀
周六午夜
-再來個K -K - Gimme a K! - K!
-再來個Y -Y - Gimme a Y! - Y!
-拼出來是什么 -洛基 - What's that spell!? - R-O-C-K-Y!
-我聽不到 -洛基 - I can't hear you! - Rocky!
-再來一次 -洛基 - One more time! - Rocky!
《洛基恐怖秀》片段
1933年版《金剛》女主角
無論菲伊?雷遭遇什么 Whatever happened to Fay Wray
精致柔滑的絲緞 That delicate, satin draped frame
緊緊裹住她的腿 As it clung to her thigh
我為何哭泣 How I started to cry
只因我想打扮得 cause I wanted to be dressed
像她一樣 Just the same
放縱自己 Give yourself over
極盡享受 To absolute pleasure
在肉欲的暖洋中 Swim the warm waters
縱情暢游 of sins of the flesh
放縱的噩夢 Erotic nightmares
無所拘束 beyond any measure
肉欲的白日夢 And sensual daydreams
值得永遠珍藏 to treasure forever
你還不明白嗎 Can't you just see it
別再幻想 Don't Dream It
快快行動 Be It
那照片棒極了 克雷格 你怎么弄的 That picture is gorgeous, Craig. What did you use?
我知道 謝謝夸獎 Oh, I know, thank you.
用彩色膠片 但是印刷用黑白相紙 Color film, but black and white paper for the printing.
我的教授給了我優 Yeah. My professor gave me an "A,"
可惜都是因為無關緊要的原因 But for all the wrong reasons.
大部分都很愚蠢 Most of them are idiots.
等你上了大學就知道我什么意思了 You'll see what I mean when you get to college.
你們SAT都考得怎么樣 How did your SATs go by the way?
SAT 美國的高考
1150分 1150.
-我應該可以進紐約大學 -希望如此 - I think I'll get into NYU. - Yeah, I hope so.
1490 哈佛 接受吧 1490. Harvard. Face!
你還好嗎 So, are you okay?
還好 還好 Yeah. Yeah.
只是我拿到SAT成績了 But I got my SAT results back.
糟透了 Oops.
你可以再考的 You can take them again, you know.
是啊 如果我想去賓州州立大學主校區 Yeah, it's just if I'm going to Penn State main campus
這么點分數遠遠不夠 I have to do much better.
要是我高一時勤奮些就好了 I wish I would have studied freshman year.
我當時過得很糟 I was a bit of a mess.
我幫你一起準備下次考試 I'll help you study for the next one.
-真的嗎 -當然了 - Will you? - Yeah, of course.
謝謝你 查理 Thanks, Charlie.
這是什么 What's this?
合輯磁帶 小意思 Just a mix tape. No big deal.
我爸媽的立體音響很棒 所以... My parents have a pretty good stereo, so...
就是因為那晚在隧道里 It's all about that night in the tunnel.
我沒找到那天聽的那首歌 I couldn't find that song we were listening to,
不過 我還在尋找 but, you know, I'm still searching for it, so...
沒關系的 It's okay.
這些就很棒 These are great.
尼克?德雷克 Nick Drake.
已故歌手 搖滾史上的傳奇人物
小木屋 The Shack's.
1987年成立的英國樂隊
你品味真不錯 查理 You have really good taste, Charlie.
是嗎 Really?
是啊 比我剛入學的時候強多了 Yeah. Way better than me as a freshman.
爛歌榜排名前四十的歌我都聽過 I used to listen to the worst top 40.
不是吧 No.
真的 Yeah, I did.
后來我聽到了一首老歌 Then I heard this old song.
露水如珍珠滴落 Pearly Dewdrops Drop.
蘇格蘭雙生鳥樂團1984年發行的迷幻搖滾單曲
然后我就想 有一天 And I thought someday
我也會在大學里參加派對什么的 I would be at a party in college or something.
我會一抬頭 就看到屋子另一邊的他 And I'd look up and see this person across the room.
從那時起 And from that moment,
我就知道一切都會好起來的 I'd know everything was going to be okay.
你懂我的意思嗎 You know what I mean?
我懂 Yeah.
-希望這次能成 -我也不知道 - I hope it works out. - I don't know.
克雷格比她上一個男友強多了 Craig would be a big step up from her last boyfriend.
該死 No, shit.
誰能忘得了那個洗車窩囊廢 Who could forget Mr. Car Wash Loser?
我只希望她不要再跟那幫家伙裝傻 I just hope she could stop playing dumb with these guys.
我不停地告訴她 別讓自己那么卑微 I keep telling her don't make yourself small.
可她就是無藥可救 You can't save anybody.
孩子 你的合輯真是太憂郁了 Man, your mix is morbidly sad, kid.
聽些歡快積極的歌吧 How about something a little bit more upbeat, huh?
珊姆告訴我你想當作家 So, Sam tells me you want to be a writer.
是啊 Yeah.
你不也寫詩嗎 克雷格 Don't you write poetry, Craig?
詩寫我還差不多 Poetry writes me. You know?
我們開始狂歡吧 Let's get this party started.
速度真快 That was fast.
-要再來一本嗎 -好的 - You want another one? - Yeah.
好 Alright.
安德森老師 Mr. Anderson.
-我能問您一個問題嗎 -好啊 - Can I ask you something? - Yeah.
為什么有些好人會和錯的人交往呢 Why do nice people choose the wrong people to date?
你是在說某個人嗎 Are we talking about anyone specific?
我們只接受自己認為配得上的愛 We accept the love we think we deserve.
能讓他們知道 他們配得上更好的嗎 Can we make them know that they deserve more?
可以試一試 We can try.
-好啊 -好啊 珊姆 - Hey. - Hey! Hey, Sam.
沒看見你進來 還好嗎 I didn't see you come in. How's it going?
我們先從概率與統計開始吧 You want to work on probabilities and statistics?
沒問題 Yeah, sure.
翻到391頁 Page 391 on your book.
我幫你點了早餐 Hey, I ordered you some breakfast.
爸爸 能給我三十美元嗎 Dad, Can I have 30 dollars?
給你二十 還有十美元你要干嗎 20 dollars. What do you need 10 dollars for?
珊姆想玩神秘圣誕老人 Sam is doing secret santa.
那是她最喜歡的了 It's her favorite thing in the world.
求你了 Please.
玩得開心 Have fun.
太謝謝了 Thanks.
查理 Charlie!
這是我從小到大最喜歡的書 This was my favorite book growing up.
這本是我收藏的 我想送給你 This is my copy, but I want you to have it.
謝謝 Thanks.
圣誕假期愉快 Have a great Christmas break.
您也是 安德森老師 You too, Mr. Anderson.
著色太糟糕了 Terrible stain.
很不錯 查理 That's pretty good, Charlie.
你是在逗我玩吧 You've gotta be kidding me.
你要是掛掉我 If you fail me,
下學期就又得見到我了 you get me next semester.
C- C Minus!
女士們先生們 我低于平均分 Ladies and gentlemen, I am below average!
-低于平均分 -低于平均分 - Below average! - Below average!
-伙計們 1210分 -什么 - Guys. 1210. - What?
再也不用申請了 No more applications!
再也不用考SAT了 No more SATs!
謝謝你 查理 Thank you, Charlie!
好了 好了 伙計們 我收到了 Alright. Alright, guys. I got
好多藍色牛仔褲 multiple pairs of blue jeans.
這個有點難 Wow. This is a really tough one,
不過 我猜一定是愛麗絲 but i'm gonna have to guess... Alice.
等一下 是收據 她還真花錢了 Wait, guys... A receipt! She actually paid!
-不可思議 -我太感動了 - Impossible! - I'm so touched.
-克雷格呢 -他回康涅狄格老家了 - Where's Craig? - Oh, he went home to Connecticut.
不過他新年前夜會回來過 But he'll be back for New Year's Eve.
真可惜 今晚見不到他 I'm sorry we won't be seeing him tonight.
好吧 大我三周的哥哥 Alright, big brother by 3 weeks.
-是誰送的 -我得跟你說 珊姆 - Who's your secret santa? - I'll tell you, Sam.
這個可夠難的 This one's tough.
我收到了一個口琴 一套磁性詩歌集 I have received a harmonica, a magnetic poetry set.
一本講哈維?米爾克的書 A book about Harvey Milk
七十年代首個公開同性戀身份的政客
一盒錄著《沉睡》的合輯磁帶 and a mix tape with the song "Asleep" On it
還錄了兩遍 twice.
我不明白了 I mean, I have no idea.
這些禮物如此地飽含基情 This collection of presents is so gay
我都覺得一定是我自己送的了 that I think I must have given them to myself.
不過 雖然這個可能性極其明顯 But despite that distinct possibility
我還是得猜 I'm gonna have to go with...
來點鼓聲 Drum roll.
查理 Charlie.
-太明顯了 -真棒 - Obviously. - Beautifully done.
好吧 查理 該你了 Alright, Charlie. It's your turn.
好呀 好呀 Okey dokey.
我收到了 Uh, I have received
襪子 褲子 一件襯衣和一條腰帶 socks, pants, a shirt, and a belt.
要求我今晚必須全都穿上 I was ordered to wear them all tonight.
所以我猜我的神秘圣誕老人是瑪麗?伊麗莎白 So, I'm guessing my secret santa is Mary Elizabeth.
-為什么這么說 -我也不知道 - Huh. Now, why do you say that? - I don't know.
她有時候就愛發號施令 You know, she bosses people around sometimes.
-你說什么呢 -抱歉 - What the hell is wrong with you? - Sorry.
你會大吃一驚的 You'll be surprised to know
因為你的神秘圣誕老人 其實是我 that your secret santa is actually me.
為什么是這些衣服 Why all the clothes?
所有偉大的作家都有很棒的西裝 Well, all the great writers used to wear great suits.
你的最后一件禮物在衛生間的毛巾架上 So, your last present is on a towel rack in the bathroom.
進我們的衛生間 Delve into our facilities.
變成明星再出來 Emerge a star.
太棒了 Oh, Perfect!
你能幫我把這些分一下嗎 Will you hand these out while I'm gone?
等一下 只能有神秘圣誕禮物 Wait a second. There's only secret santa presents.
那是規矩 查理 There's rules, Charlie.
瑪麗?伊麗莎白 你干嘛和圣誕節過不去 Mary Elizabeth, why are you trying to eat Christmas?
分吧 珊姆 Hand them out, Sam.
好的 瑪麗?伊麗莎白 這是你的 Alright. Mary Elizabeth, for you.
-愛麗絲的 -謝謝 - Alice. - Thanks.
鮑勃 Bob.
這個是給我的 And this one's for me.
愛麗絲 我知道你一定能進紐約大學 "Alice, I know you'll get into NYU."
四十美元 40 dollars.
下次把《朋克洛基》做成彩印的吧 "To print Punk Rocky in color next time."
他真了解我 He knows me.
真是太了解我了 He really knows me.
好了 查理 Alright, Charlie.
-出來吧 -兄弟 快出來吧 - Come on out. - Get out here, buddy.
-來吧 查理 查理 -查理 - Come on! Charlie! Charlie! - Charlie!
-查理 查理 -別害羞 - Charlie! Charlie! - Don't be shy.
出來吧 Come out when...
從沒見過這么神氣的人 What a display of man I have ever seen!
-這是要去哪兒 -這是個驚喜 - Where are we going? - It's a surprise.
這是你的房間嗎 Is this your room?
真酷 It's so cool.
謝謝 Thanks.
你給我準備了禮物嗎 You got me a present?
我申請賓州州立大學 你幫了大忙 After all your help on my Penn State application?
當然要給你準備了 Of course I did.
打開看看 Open it.
-我不知該說什么了 -什么都不用說 - I don't know what to say. - You don't have to say anything.
寫寫我們的故事
我會的
很抱歉我們不能陪你過生日了 I'm really sorry we can't be here for your birthday.
沒關系的 No, that's okay.
很抱歉你還得回去看你爸爸 I'm just sorry you have to go back and visit your dad.
我太開心了 I'm in such a great mood,
即使是他也影響不了我的好心情 I don't think even he could ruin it.
我覺得我的狀態終于好起來了 I feel like I'm finally doing good.
-確實很好 -那么 你呢 - You are. - Well, what about you?
我第一次見到你 When I met you,
你是個驚慌失措的新生 you were this scared freshman.
看看現在 你穿著西裝 Now look at you in that suit.
就像一個性感的文學院男生 You're like a sexy English school boy.
-我看見瑪麗?伊麗莎白在打量你 -沒有吧 - I saw Mary Elizabeth checking you out. - No.
裝清純 Innocent.
這種男生最壞了 Worst kind of guys.
永遠不覺得你危險 又討家長喜歡 Never see you coming. And parents love you.
這就顯得 That's like
格外危險 extra danger.
可是 一直都沒起作用 Yeah, well, it hasn't worked so far.
你從沒交過女朋友嗎 You've never had a girlfriend?
-小時候也沒有過嗎 -沒有 - Not even a 2nd grade valentine? - No.
你吻過女孩嗎 Have you ever kissed a girl?
沒有 No.
你呢 What about you?
你問我有沒吻過女孩嗎 Have I ever kissed a girl?
不 不 你的初吻 No, no! Your first kiss.
那時我才11歲 I was 11.
他叫羅伯特 His name was Robert.
他以前總來這里 He used to come over to the house all the time.
他是你的第一個男友嗎 Was he your first boyfriend?
他是... He was my...
他是我爸爸的上司 He was my dad's boss.
你知道嗎 查理 You know Charlie,
我曾經和壓根不把我當回事的男人睡覺 I used to sleep with guys who treated me like shit.
而且總是喝得爛醉 And get wasted all the time.
可是現在我覺得 But now I feel like
我終于也有機會了 I have a chance, like I,
我竟然也能考上大學 I could even get into a real college.
就是這樣 你完全可以 Well, it's true. You can do it.
你真的這么想嗎 You really think so?
我的姨媽 也有過同樣的遭遇 My aunt had that same thing done to her, too.
但她成功改變了自己的生活 And she turned her life around.
她一定是個很棒的人 She must have been great.
她是我在這世上最喜歡的人 She was my favorite person in the world
直到現在 until now.
查理 Charlie.
你知道 我現在和克雷格在一起 I know that you know I like Craig.
不過 我們暫時忘記這個 好嗎 But I want to forget that for a minute. Okay?
好 Okay.
我只是想確保第一個吻你的女孩 I just wanna make sure that the first person who kisses you
是愛你的 loves you.
好嗎 Okay?
好的 Okay.
我愛你 查理 I love you, Charlie.
我也愛你 I love you, too.
祝你在媽媽家愉快 Have a good time at your mom's.
謝謝 查理 Thanks. And listen, Charlie,
你的生日是在圣誕前夜 because your birthday is on Christmas Eve,
我想你可能很少收到生日禮物 I figure you don't get that many birthday presents.
我的鐘送給你 用心做的呢 I thought you should have my clock. From the heart.
謝謝你 帕特里克 Thank you, Patrick.
-再見 -再見 - Bye. - Bye.
節日愉快 朋友們 Have a good one, guys!
我愛你們 I love you guys!
看誰來了 Look who's here!
-過來 老妹 -克里斯 - Come here, little sister. - Hey, Chris.
親愛的 Hey, honey.
媽 你真苗條 Ma, you look so thin!
謝謝 Thank you.
查理 Charlie.
-來吧 晚餐準備好了 -太好了 - Come on. I got dinner ready. - Oh, good.
-生日快樂 -謝謝 - Happy birthday. - Thanks.
許個愿 寶貝 Make a wish, honey.
看見了嗎 查理 Can you see it, Charlie?
圣誕燈是圣誕老人經過的痕跡 The luminaria is a landing strip for Santa Claus.
你瞧瞧他在哪 Why don't you keep an eye out for him
我馬上就回來 好嗎 and I'll be right back, okay?
我去給你拿生日禮物 I'm going to get your birthday present.
天哪 我真想念媽媽做的飯 God, I missed mom's cooking.
你不知道 能吃到有多幸福 You have no idea how good you have it.
我都開始討厭披薩了 I'm actually beginning to hate pizza.
學校怎么樣 So how are you liking school?
我不像你和坎黛絲那么聰明好學 Well, I'm no brainiac like you or Candace.
不過我過得還行 But I'm doing okay.
還行 你打的可是精英賽啊 Okay? You're playing in a Bowl Game.
你覺得怎么樣 查理 How are you feeling, Charlie?
很好 Good.
你知道我指的是什么 You know what I mean.
今晚嚴重嗎 Is it bad tonight?
不會 不會 No. No.
我沒有再看到幻覺了 I'm not picturing things any more.
就算有 我也能讓它消失 And even if I do, I can just shut it off.
聽媽媽說 你交了幾個好朋友 Well, you know, mom did say that you have good friends now.
如果又犯了 And maybe if it does get bad again
-你可以跟他們聊聊 對吧 -對 - you can just talk to them, yeah? - Yeah.
尤其是珊姆 Especially Sam.
她很棒 She's great.
新年我要約她出去 I'm gonna ask her out at New Years.
我覺得現在時機成熟了 Yeah, I think the time is right now.
這玩意多久起效 How long does this take to work?
鏟雪呢 Shoveling snow, huh?
我得把車道清一下 I have to get this driveway clean.
然后我要祝賀你 找到了幸福 And then, I'm going to congratulate you on being happy
因為這是你應得的 because you deserve it.
-你一個小時前說過了 -今晚說的嗎 - You said that an hour ago. - Was that tonight?
我剛才看見一棵樹 它變成一條龍 Oh, I just saw this tree, but it was a dragon
接著又變回樹了 它還騙我 and then it was a tree again and it just lied to me.
好了 查理 別瞎說了 給我... Okay, Charlie. Don't freak out. Give me the...
冷靜點 Calm down.
抬頭看 Look up.
很安靜吧 Isn't it quiet?
珊姆 你是不是覺得 要是別人知道 Sam, do you think that if people knew
你過去有多瘋狂 就不會理你了呢 how crazy you really were, no one would ever talk to you?
一直都這么想 All the time.
你要不要戴上這副眼鏡 So, you wanna wear these glasses?
它會保護你的 They'll protect you.
十 九 八 七 六 10-9-8-7-6
五 四 三 二 一 5-4-3-2-1
這是我們的小秘密 It's gonna be our little secret.
新年快樂 Happy New Year!
是你的大朋友們逼你的嗎 Did your older friends pressure you?
沒人逼我 警官 No one pressured me, officer.
我不吸毒 絕對不會 I would never do drugs. Never.
那你怎么無緣無故 Then, how did you happen to
清晨六點昏倒在外面 be passed out on the ground at 6 in the morning?
我...我太累了 Well, I... you know, I was really tired
感覺有點發燒 and I was feeling feverish.
所以出去走了走 想透透氣 So, I went outside for a walk, just to get some cold air.
眼前出現了幻覺 就昏了過去 I started seeing things. So, I passed out.
你又看見幻覺了嗎 查理 You're seeing things again, Charlie?
沒...不算是 Not... Not really.
衣服不錯 Nice suit.
圣誕節收到的 It was a Christmas present.
假期愉快嗎 Did you have fun on your break?
比你今天愉快 辛納特拉[美國明星] More fun than you're gonna have today, Sinatra.
造型不錯啊 蠢貨 Nice look, jag off.
我給他打了三十個電話了 I called him 30 times.
怎么辦 再過十分鐘就要上臺了 Well what are we supposed to do? We're going on in 10 minutes!
-健康課上說...-喂 - They said in health class... - Hello?
我知道 他們那么說迷幻藥是想嚇你 I know. They say that about LSD just to scare you.
你確定嗎 Are you sure?
查理 你沒事的 哥們 Charlie, you're fine, man.
各位 有個突發狀況 Guys, we have an emergency.
克雷格又放我們鴿子了 我需要一個洛基 Craig has flaked out on us again. So, I need a Rocky.
-布拉德 -不行 沒門 - Brad? - No, no way.
我不是...這么多人看著 不行 No, I'm not... There are people out here. No.
查理 Charlie,
把衣服脫了 take off your clothes.
擺好姿勢 欲望滋生 Then if anything grows while you pose
我來左右你的情欲 I'll oil you up and drop you down
神魂顛倒 Down, down, down
只是巨大誘惑的一小部分 And that's just one small fraction of the main attraction
你需要援手 You need a friendly hand
而我要行動 And I need action
碰觸我 碰觸我 Touch a touch a touch me
我想要放縱 I wanna be dirty
刺激我 撫慰我 滿足我 Thrill me. Chill me. Fulfill me
暗夜狂魔 Creature of the night
暗夜狂魔 Creature of our night
或許我可以當個替補什么的 Maybe I could join the cast as an alternate or something?
現在人員滿了 不過 Well, we're filled up now, but
等我們上大學就有空缺了 they're gonna need people when we go to college.
我可以替你說點好話 I could put in a good word for you.
-那太好了 謝謝 -沒事 - That'd be great. Thanks. - Yeah.
查理 Charlie.
聽說過賽迪?霍金斯舞會嗎 Have you heard of the Sadie Hawkins dance?
女生邀請男生的舞會 The one where the girl asks the guy.
自然是傻透了 還帶性別歧視 Obviously, it is completely stupid and sexist.
就好像 被占了便宜還道謝 I mean it's like, "Hey, thanks for the crumb."
我一般都不會去 And normally, I'd just blow it off
學校的舞會太折磨人了 because school dances suck torture.
可你知道 這是我高中最后一年了 But, you know, it's my last year, and
-你愿意陪我去嗎 -你要我陪你去嗎 - Would you maybe wanna go with me? - You wanna go with me?
大男人讓我惡心 I'm sick of macho guys.
而且 你穿演出服很可愛 Plus, you looked really cute in your costume.
你覺得怎么樣 So, what do you say?
-你就是瑪麗?伊麗莎白吧 -對 - You must be Mary Elizabeth. - Yes.
-很高興見到你 -我也是 科爾梅克斯太太 - It's so nice to meet you. - You, too, Mrs. Kelmeckis.
查理說你是佛教徒 Charlie tells me you're a Buddhist.
-請進 -好的 - Please come in. - Okay.
再靠近點 很不錯 A little closer together. That looks nice.
佛教徒 我要你笑得再燦爛點 Buddhist, I need you to smile a little bit more.
就是這樣 很好 There you go. Nice.
你開心嗎 Are you having a good time?
不太開心 你呢 Not really. How about you?
我也不知道 I mean, I don't know.
我這是第一次約會 不知道怎么評判 It's my first date, I don't know what to compare it to.
你做得很好 You're doing fine.
真可惜 克雷格來不了 I'm sorry Craig couldn't come.
是啊 他說他不想去 Yeah. He said he didn't want to go to
傻乎乎的高中舞會 some stupid high school dance.
說實話 我不怪他 Can't say I blame him, really.
我覺得 你喜歡 他就應該來 I don't know. If you like it, he should come.
謝謝 查理 Thanks, Charlie.
祝你第一次約會愉快 你應得的 Have a beautiful first date. You deserve it.
我盡量不讓你太嫉妒 I'll try not to make you too jealous.
讓它散發一會兒香味吧 Now, just let it breathe.
這房子真不錯 This is sure a nice house.
謝謝 Thanks.
古典音樂就是迷人 是吧 Don't you just love old music?
是啊 Yeah.
很好 因為我給你錄了一個合輯磁帶 Good. Because I made you a mix of it.
我想把好東西分享給你 I'd love to expose you to great things.
比如比利?哈麗黛和外國電影 Like Billie Holiday and foreign films.
比利?哈麗黛 爵士歌星
這瓶梅樂真有檔次 This merlot is really fancy.
是啊 我爸爸收藏酒 但是都不喝 Yeah. My dad collects wine, but he doesn't drink.
挺怪異的吧 It's kinda weird, isn't it?
是吧 I guess.
你爸媽去哪兒了 Where are your parents?
他們俱樂部在辦沙龍舞會還是什么種族活動 Their club is hosting a cotillion or something racist.
沙龍舞 一種不斷交換舞伴的交際舞
他們整晚都不在 They'll be gone all night.
火真好看 That's sure a nice fire.
是啊 Yeah.
等我不再當說客了 When I'm done being a lobbyist
我想在科德角找個這樣的房子住下 I wanna move to a house like this in Cape Cod.
馬薩諸塞州伸入大西洋的一個半島
-聽著不錯吧 -是啊 - Sounds nice, doesn't it? - Yeah.
你心跳很快 Your heart is beating really fast.
是嗎 Is it?
這里 感覺一下 Here, feel.
查理 Charlie?
你喜歡我嗎 Do you like me?
你知道我什么意思嗎 You know what I mean?
我想是的 I think so.
別緊張 Don't be nervous.
查理 Charlie.
我不知道今晚會如何 不過 I didn't know how tonight was gonna go tonight, but
-還挺不錯的 是吧 -是啊 - it was really nice, wasn't it? - Yeah.
我真不敢相信 I just can't believe it.
竟然會是你 You of all people.
我真不敢相信 你成了我男朋友 I just can't believe you're my boyfriend.
見鬼 我爸媽 見鬼 Shit! My parents! Shit!
-快 拉起來 -好 沒事 我可以 - Here, zip this up! - Okay. No, no, I got this. Yeah.
-正常拉起來就行 -卡住了 它... - Just zip it up, like a normal zipper! - Stuck. It's just...
謝謝你 Thank you.
周一見 See you Monday.
親愛的朋友 Dear Friend,
抱歉我很久沒給你寫信了 可是 I'm sorry I haven't written for a while, but
現在事情搞得一團糟 things are a total disaster.
我們正親熱呢 我就穿個胸罩 We're literally making out, and I'm in my bra.
突然前門開了 我爸媽回來了 Hello! And the front door opens. It's my parents!
我真該實話實說 賽迪舞會后 I probably should have been honest about how
我其實不想跟瑪麗?伊麗莎白約會 可是 I didn't want to go out with Mary Elizabeth after Sadie's, but
我真的不想傷害她 I really didn't want to hurt her feelings.
瑪麗?伊麗莎白是個非常好的人 You see, Mary Elizabeth is a really nice person
只是看起來好像跟誰都有仇 underneath the part of her that hates everyone.
聽說交個女朋友 就會很幸福 And since I heard that having a girlfriend makes you happy
我就嘗試像愛珊姆那樣去愛她 I tried hard to love her like I love Sam.
你相信嗎 咱倆在一起都快兩個星期了 Can you believe it's almost our two week anniversary?
是啊 我知道 Yeah, I know.
我就帶她去參加四人約會 So, I took her on double dates.
你的第一部外國電影 Your first foreign film.
-爆米花加黃油嗎 -素食者不吃黃油 - Do you want butter in your popcorn? - Vegans don't eat butter.
我也盡量不去介意她愛牽手的嗜好 And I tried not to mind that she loves to hold hands
她即使手心流汗也愛牽著 even when her hands are sweaty.
我還得說 有件事真的挺煩人 就是 And I had to admit something really upsetting. But
我實在不想再摸她的胸了 I'm tired of touching her boobs.
我覺得 要是她偶爾肯讓我來選擇 I thought maybe if she would just let me pick
親熱時放什么音樂 我們也許還有可能 the make-out music once in a while, we might have a chance.
又如果 她沒有 And maybe if she didn't
對安德森老師給我的書那么不屑的話 put down the books that Mr. Anderson gives me.
《瓦爾登湖》 我七年級的時候讀過 Walden? I read this in 7th grade.
我管叫它《無聊池塘畔》 I would have called it "On Boring Pond."
或者她不老在我放學一到家就來電話的話 Or if she would stop calling me the minute I get home from school
因為我實在不知道該聊些什么 when I have absolutely nothing to talk about
除了回家坐的公交車 other than the bus ride home.
不知為什么 她總有話說 Somehow she finds me things to say.
那奶制品就無時無刻不跟著你 That dairy just sits with you. You know, it walks with you.
她還在電話上嗎 She's on the phone right now?
查理 你還是和她分手吧 Charlie, you've gotta break up with her.
這樣可以嗎 I can do that?
老天爺 我得用電話了 For Christ's sake, I need to use the phone!
我要把這本書給你 I'll give you this book.
我就是因為它才成為素食者的 It's really how I became a vegan...
我知道我本該實話實說的 I know I should have been honest
但我太激動 開始害怕了 but I was getting so mad, it was starting to scare me.
我真希望能有別的辦法分手 I just wish I could have found another way to break up.
瑪麗?伊麗莎白 我能說句話嗎 Um... Mary Elizabeth. Can I talk to you...
查理 拜托 別打斷我 Charlie. Please, don't interrupt.
你知道我不喜歡被打斷 You know I hate that.
回想起來 我可能選了最糟糕的方式 In hindsight, I probably could not have picked a worse way
向瑪麗?伊麗莎白坦白 to be honest with Mary Elizabeth.
-真心話還是大冒險 -你說呢 - Truth or dare? - Who are you talking to?
你敢不敢親愛麗絲 I dare you... to kiss Alice.
拿出本事來 男人 Courage your lions, procreator.
瑪麗?伊麗莎白 Mary Elizabeth?
聽薩曼莎說你進了哈佛 Samantha told me that you got into Harvard.
-祝賀你 -謝謝 - Congratulations. - Thank you.
這家伙還沒給我送花呢 This one still hasn't gotten me flowers.
但我原諒你了 But I forgive you.
賓州大學的事你別擔心 Hey, don't worry about Penn State.
-你已經進了候選名單了 -是啊 - You're just wait-listed. - Yeah.
你們馬上就要錯過 You guys are about to
火辣辣的"基佬與野人"的互啃了 miss some severely hot "Fag on goth" Action.
-開房去吧 -你這禽獸 - Get a room! - You're a monster!
該我了 我想想 My turn. Um... let's see...
就查理吧 Let's think... Charlie?
-真心話 -你的初戀進展如何 - Truth. - How's your first relationship going?
很糟糕 It's so bad
我一直幻想我們中有一個死于癌癥 that I keep fantasizing that one of us is dying of cancer
這樣我就不用向她提出分手了 so that I don't have to break up with her.
查理 Charlie?
真心話還是大冒險 拜托 Truth or dare? Hello?
-大冒險 -好的 - Dare. - Okay.
你敢不敢和屋里最漂亮的姑娘接吻 I dare you to kiss the prettiest girl in the room on the lips.
注意我慷慨地說了姑娘 而不是說人 And notice I charitably said girl and not person
因為你們全都不能跟我比 認了吧 because let's face it, I'd smoke all you bitches.
這下完了 Now that's fucked up.
瑪麗?伊麗莎白 Mary Elizabeth,
我很抱歉 I'm so sorry.
這是個誤會 對不起 It was a mistake. I'm sorry.
珊姆 珊姆 Sam! Sam!
我真的沒別的意思 對不起 I really didn't mean anything by it. I'm sorry.
你到底有什么毛病 What the hell is wrong with you?
我該回去道歉 I should go back and apologize.
不 查理 相信我 你不會想回去的 No, Charlie. Trust me. You don't want to go back there.
但我真的很抱歉 But, I'm really sorry.
我不是故意... I didn't mean to do anything...
我知道你不是 I know you didn't,
你聽我說 but look,
我很不想提 I hate to be the one to break this,
瑪麗?伊麗莎白和珊姆有過一些糾葛 but there's history with Mary Elizabeth and Sam.
是別的男人 Other guys.
跟你沒有關系 Things that have nothing to do with you.
但你最好離開一段時間 But it's best if you stay away for a while.
好吧 Oh, Okay.
你說大概要多久呢 How long do you think?
親愛的朋友 我兩個星期沒見朋友們了 Dear friend, I have not seen my friends for 2 weeks now.
我又開始犯病了 I am starting to get bad again.
查理 快 換好衣服 Charlie. Come on, get dressed.
我們復活節彌撒要遲到了 We're going to be late for Easter Mass.
我馬上就去 I'll... I'll be there in a minute.
《新約》馬太福音6:9至6:13
我們在天上的父 Our Father who art in Heaven.
愿人都尊你的名為圣 愿你的國降臨 Hallowed be Thy name. Thy kingdom come.
愿你的旨意行在地上 如同行在天上 Thy will be done on earth as it is in Heaven.
我們日用的飲食 今日賜給我們 Give us this day our daily bread.
免我們的債 And forgive us our trespasses
如同我們免了人的債 as we forgive those who trespass against us.
不叫我們遇見試探 救我們脫離... And lead us not into temptation. But deliver us...
瑪麗?伊麗莎白 Mary Elizabeth,
我每晚都聽比利?哈麗黛的CD I've been listening to the Billie Holiday CD like every night
太遲了 查理 It's too late, Charlie.
我知道 我對我的所作所為非常內疚 Look, I know. I just feel really bad about what I did.
我腦子很亂 常常心不在焉 I just get so messed up inside like I'm not there or something.
誰在乎 跟誰說去吧 Tell it to someone who cares.
我知道 對不起 我只是... I know. I'm sorry. I just...
我們都成了那么好的朋友 We've all become such good friends...
好朋友 Good friends?
你是指那些我從幼兒園就認識 Do you mean the people that I've known since kindergarten
而你才認識半年的人嗎 那些好朋友嗎 and you've known for 6 months? Those good friends?
對 我只是不想 Yeah. I mean I just don't want to
毀了我們的關系 do anything to ruin our relat...
已經毀了 好嗎 別再到處打電話了 It's ruined. Okay? So, stop calling everyone.
別這么不識趣 Stop embarrassing yourself.
好吧 我會的 再... Okay. I will. Goodb...
我出問題了 Something's wrong with me.
別擔心 Don't worry about it.
你有和帕特里克聯系嗎 Hey, you heard from Patrick?
沒有 他讓我走開 No. He told me to stay away.
你還不知道嗎 Oh. You don't know?
怎么了 出什么事了 Why? Why? What happened?
布拉德他爸發現他倆在一起了 Brad's father caught them together.
他在外面被一幫孩子搶劫了 Some kids jumped him outside the O.
北山的幾個毛孩子 It was some kids from North Hills.
看見他的臉了嗎 Did you see his face?
-怎么回事 -我聽說不是這樣的 - What happened? - It's not what I heard.
-你還好嗎 -現在不行 查理 抱歉 - Are you okay? - Not now, Charlie. I'm sorry.
"別叫" Hey, Nothing.
對不起 "別叫" Sorry, Nothing.
-你是不是該做點什么 -你在說什么 - You gonna do anything? - What are you talking about?
我說你的跟班剛才把我絆倒了 I'm talking about your pet ape just tripped me.
你是不是該說點什么 Are you gonna say something?
-為什么 -你知道為什么 - Why would I? - You know why.
真可悲 哥們 你就愛沖著我來 This is pathetic, man. Your fixation on me.
要不要告訴你朋友 Do you want your friends to know
你的瘀傷其實是怎么來的 how you got those bruises? Really?
我在停車場被搶劫了 I got jumped in a parking lot.
哪的停車場 申利公園嗎 Where? Schenley Park?
匹茲堡市最大公園 同志聚集地
你們知道申利公園嗎 Do you guys know about Schenley Park?
我不知道你的狗嘴里會吐出來什么 I don't know what kind of sick shit you're trying to pull.
但你最好立刻滾開 But you better walk away now.
"別叫" Nothing.
行 Fine.
幫我給你爸帶好 Say hi to your dad for me.
隨便 基佬 Whatever, faggot.
-你叫我什么 -我叫你基... - What did you just call me? - I called you a faggo...
再給我說一次 再給我說一次 Say that shit again! Say that shit again!
帕特里克 It's Patrick!
不 不要 No! No!
住手 求你們 快住手 Stop! Please! Stop!
再碰我朋友 我就把你們揍瞎 Touch my friends again and I'll blind you.
-查理 -什么 - Charlie? - Yeah?
謝謝你阻止他們 Thanks for stopping them.
沒事 布拉德 Sure, Brad.
你怎么樣 查理 How you doing, Charlie?
我不知道 I don't know.
我努力回想 但我想不起來做了什么 I keep trying, but I can't really remember what I did.
要我告訴你嗎 Do you want me to tell you?
好 Yeah.
你救了我哥哥 You saved my brother.
這就是你做的 That's what you did.
-你不會被我嚇到嗎 -不會 - So, you're not gonna scare of me? - No.
我們能重新做朋友嗎 Can we be friends again?
當然 Of course.
走吧 Come on.
一起去瘋一下吧 Let's go be psychos together.
我和彼得在一起了 I'm dating Peter now.
他是克雷格的大學同學 He's in college with Craig.
他很固執 我們常常爭辯誰更有理 He's opinionated, and we have intellectual debates.
你很不錯 You were very sweet,
但我是一廂情愿 but our relationship was too one-sided.
我知道這很難為你 I know this is hard for you.
我很高興你能幸福 I'm just glad you're happy.
好吧 Okay.
克雷格 珊姆馬上就下來 Hey, Craig, Sam will be down soon.
看電影要遲到了 We're gonna miss the movie.
好 我去催催她 Yeah, I'll go put some pep in her step.
你想出去走走嗎 Hey, do you wanna get out of here?
當然了 帕特里克 Sure, Patrick.
我得告訴你 查理 I'll tell you something, Charlie.
我感覺很棒 I feel good.
你懂我的意思嗎 You know what I mean?
明天我帶你去市中心的卡拉OK And maybe tomorrow I'll take you to this karaoke place downtown.
還有一個脫衣舞俱樂部 免證的 And this club off the strip. They don't card.
還有申利公園 And the Schenley Park scene.
至少見識一下 "水果環" You have to see the "fruitloop" at least one time.
天啊 Oh, my God.
我的生活簡直是畢業后的特別節目了 My life is officially an after school special.
去他媽的吧 Son of a bitch!
的確如此 It really is.
千真萬確 It so is.
你聽過莉莉?米勒的故事嗎 So, you ever hear the one about Lily Miller?
-沒有 -真的 - I don't know. - Really?
我還以為你哥哥會給你講呢 I thought your brother would have told you.
太經典了 It's a classic.
-也許吧 -好 - Maybe. - Okay.
一天晚上 莉莉和帕克來到這里 Lily comes here one night with this guy Parker.
他們要在這晚 And this was to be the night
獻出第一次 that they were gonna lose their virginity.
所以她做了精心的準備 So, she did it really proper.
帶了野餐 She packed a picnic.
還偷了一瓶酒 Stole a bottle of wine.
一切都安排妥當 Everything was perfect,
正準備做的時候 and they're just about to 'do it'
他們發現忘了帶套 when they realize they forgot the condoms.
-你猜怎么著 -猜不出 - So, what do you think happened? - I don't know.
他們把裝三明治的袋子當套用了 They did it with one of the sandwich bags.
-太惡心了 -是啊 - Eww, that's disgusting! - Yes! It is!
來吧 我們繼續 Come on. Let's keep the train rolling.
來點三俗八卦 查理 Suburban legend. Charlie!
有個叫二壘史黛絲的女孩 There was this girl named Second Base Stace.
她四年級的時候 胸部就開始發育了 And... well, she had boobs in the like 4th grade.
蚊子包那么大嗎 Mosquito bites.
有意思 繼續講 Promising. Go.
她讓男人們摸自己的胸 And she let some of the guys feel them.
就這樣嗎 That's your suburban legend?
你也摸了嗎 Did you at least cop a feel?
-沒有 -當然沒有了 - No. - No, of course not.
你回了家 You went home,
聽了《沉睡》 寫了首詩 listened to "Asleep", wrote a poem...
好吧 好吧 該你了 Fine! Okay. Your turn.
好 我想到一個 Yeah, I've got one.
有一個男的 徹頭徹尾的同志 There was this one guy. Queer as a 3 dollar bill.
他爸爸不知道兒子的取向 The guy's father doesn't know about his son.
一天晚上 他本來要出城的 So, he comes into the basement one night
卻跑到地下室里 when he's supposed to be out of town,
碰見兒子在和另一個男孩親熱 catches his son with another boy.
于是他開始痛打自己的兒子 So, he starts beating him.
不是扇個巴掌那么簡單 是動真格的 But not like the slap kind. Like the real kind.
兒子的男友說 And the boyfriend says,
別打了 你要把他打死了 "Stop. You're killing him."
但兒子卻大喊著 快出去 But the son just yells "Get out."
最后 And... eventually,
他的男友只好走掉了 the boyfriend just did.
為什么 我們誰也救不了呢 Why can't you save anybody?
我不知道 I don't know.
算了 Forget it.
我現在是自由身了 不是嗎 I'm free now, right?
我隨時可能遇見真愛 I could meet the love of my life any second.
一切都變了 這樣很好 Things will be different now, and that's good.
我只需要另結新歡 I just need to meet a good guy.
沒錯 Yeah.
對不起 I'm sorry.
沒關系的 It's alright.
我和帕特里克在一起度過了很多時光 I've been spending a lot of time with Patrick.
每晚他都很興奮 He begins every night really excited.
他總說他感到無拘無束 He always says he feels free,
今晚就會遇到命中注定的他 and tonight is his destiny.
但是一段時間之后 But after a while,
他耗盡了自我麻醉的能力 he runs out of things to keep himself numb.
之后 珊姆收到了賓州大學的通知書 Then, Sam got her letter from Penn State.
高中畢業后 "We will require you
請立刻來我校主校區報到 to take our summer session at the main campus
參加夏季課程 immediately following your high school graduation."
查理 她被錄取了 She got in, Charlie.
之后帕特里克談論的 After that all Patrick could talk about
都是有關大學和未來的事情 was college and all their futures.
愛麗絲被紐約大學電影學院錄取 Alice did get into NYU Film School.
帕特里克要去華盛頓大學 Patrick is going to the University of Washington,
因為他想離西雅圖音樂更近一些 because he wants to be near the music in Seattle.
但他不會就這么離開的 But he wasn't going to leave
總得組織個史無前例的惡作劇才說得過去 without organizing the best senior prank ever.
珊姆一畢業就要走了 Sam is going to leave right after graduation.
一切都激動人心 It all feels very exciting.
真希望這些也發生在我身上 I just wish it were happening to me.
特別是 自從我在餐廳失去意識之后 Especially because ever since I blacked out in the cafeteria,
那些癥狀開始變本加厲 it's been getting worse.
這次我無法讓那些幻覺消失 And I can't turn it off this time.
同學們 請把《了不起的蓋茨比》 Guys, you want to pass your copies of Gatsby
傳到前面來 up to the front please?
我知道這是你們高一的最后一天 And I know it's the last day,
但我還是希望大家能稍微控制一下情緒 but if we could just keep it to a dull roar, I'd appreciate it.
謝謝 Thank you.
同學們 感謝你們這一年來的努力 Guys, guys, thank you for such a great year.
我很高興 希望你們也一樣 I had a blast. I hope you did, too.
祝大家暑假愉快 And I hope you have a great time this summer on your vacations.
這個暑假 有誰打算讀書消遣的嗎 Now, who here is gonna read for pleasure this summer?
查理 不錯 Charlie, very good.
-最后一天了 -是啊 - Last day. - Yeah.
雖然跟我無關 但我還是想問 So, I know it's none of my business,
你決定了嗎 but have you decided?
你要去紐約了嗎 I mean, are you going to New York?
我和我太太都喜歡這里 Well, my wife and I like it here.
我覺得相比寫作 我可能更擅長教書 And I think I might be better at teaching than writing.
查理 我在想 You know, Charlie, I was thinking that
也許明年我還可以繼續給你書 maybe I could still give you books next year.
好啊 Yeah.
我相信有一天你也能寫書 I think you could write one of them one day.
真的嗎 Really?
真的 I do.
你是我遇到的最好的老師 You're the best teacher I've ever had.
謝謝你 Thank you.
十 九 八 七 六 五 四 三 二 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2
-我們滾蛋吧 -一 - Let's get the hell out of here! - One!
親愛的朋友 Dear Friend,
我想和你說說我們的奔跑 I wanted to tell you about us running.
夕陽的余暉美不勝收 There was this beautiful sunset.
就在幾個小時前 And just a few hours before,
我摯愛的朋友們結束了高中的最后一天 everyone I love had their last day of high school ever.
我為他們的快樂而感到快樂 And I was happy because they were happy,
盡管我數了一下 even though I counted,
我還要在這里度過1095天 and I have 1,095 days to go.
我一直在想象 I kept imagining
沒有了他們 上學會是什么感覺 what school would be like without them,
而他們都在忙著準備畢業舞會 as they were all getting ready for their prom.
我姐姐終于決定和德里克分手 My sister finally decided to break up with Derek,
和閨蜜們結伴去舞會 and go stag with her girlfriends instead.
還有珊姆 And then there was Sam.
那晚之后 我常常翻看她的照片 I've looked at her pictures since that night.
我喜歡她知道真相前那快樂的樣子 I like to see how happy she was before she knew.
舞會過后 他們去了一間酒店套房 They were in a hotel suite after prom
這時才真相大白了 when the truth came out.
簡單的說 克雷格一直對珊姆不忠 Basically, Craig has been cheating on Sam the whole time.
我聽說了之后 When I heard that,
便一直回想照片中那個快樂的她 I kept thinking about the happy girl in these pictures.
因為她不像我 在這里還有1095天 Because she doesn't have 1,095 days to go.
她成功了 She made it.
這是屬于她的 This is her time.
沒人可以奪走 And no one should be able to take that away.
-祝賀你 -查理來了 - Congratulations. - Oh, Charlie! Charlie's here!
大伙兒 合影一張 Guys, group photo!
我們得一起合影一張 We should all take a group photo.
我們靠扶手站 斯文一點 Oh, get against the railing and try to look suave!
就這樣拍 這個角度棒極了 Yeah, this is the one. That's gonna be a great angle.
沒有什么討厭你["別叫"痛恨你]
在她的送別派對上 At her going away party,
我很想告訴她 I wanted her to know about
穿過隧道的那個晚上 that night we went through the tunnel.
那是第一次 And how for the first time,
我有了一種歸屬感 I felt like I belonged somewhere.
明天她就要離開了 And tomorrow, she's leaving.
我要把我生活的一部分送給她 So, I wanted to give her a part of me.
查理 這些都是你的書嗎 Are these all your books, Charlie?
-謝謝你陪我熬夜 -沒關系 - Thanks for staying up with me. - Sure.
我哥哥說 My brother said
賓州大學有個"葉奧爾德大學餐廳" Penn State has this restaurant called Ye Olde College Diner.
第一晚一定要嘗嘗那兒的烤面包卷 You have to get a grilled stickie on your first night.
這是那里的傳統 It's a tradition.
-聽著挺有意思 -是啊 - That sounds like fun. - Yeah.
很快 你就會結識一群新朋友 Pretty soon, you'll have a whole new group of friends, you know.
你甚至不會再想起這里 You won't even think about this place anymore.
不 我會的 Yes, I will.
我今天和克雷格一起吃午飯 I had lunch with Craig today.
怎么樣 Yeah?
他說他對不起我 還說 He said he was sorry and that
我跟他分手是正確的選擇 I was right to break up with him.
在離開的路上 我覺得自己很渺小 I'm driving away, and I'm just feeling so small.
我問自己 Just asking myself
為什么我和我愛的人 why do I and everyone I love
都選擇了不在乎我們的人 pick people who treat us like we're nothing?
我們只接受自己認為配得上的愛 We accept the love we think we deserve.
那你為什么從不約我 Then, why didn't you ever ask me out?
我... I, uh...
我只是以為你不想那樣 I just didn't think that you wanted that.
那你想要的是什么 Well, what did you want?
我只想要你過得快樂 I just want you to be happy.
查理 你還不明白嗎 Don't you get it, Charlie?
我感覺不到 I can't feel that.
這確實很感人 但是 It's really sweet and everything, but
你不能只是傻坐著 you can't just sit there
先考慮別人 再考慮自己 and put everybody's lives ahead of yours,
認為這樣就是愛 and think that counts as love.
我不想只是被誰暗戀 I don't wanna be somebody's crush.
我希望有人喜歡真實的我 I want people to like the real me.
珊姆 我了解真實的你 I know who you are, Sam.
我知道我很內向 I know I'm quiet
我知道我應該學著表達 and I know I should speak more,
但是如果你知道 but if you knew the things that...
我腦子里常常在想什么 that were in my head most of the time,
你就會明白我的意思 you'd know what it really meant.
明白我們有多么相像 How much we are alike.
明白我們的經歷多么相似 And how we've been through the same things.
你并不渺小 And you're not small.
你很美 You're beautiful.
-查理 怎么了 -沒什么 - What's wrong, Charlie? - Oh, nothing.
記得給我打電話 Promise you're gonna call.
我會經常打的 You know I'm gonna call you all the time.
-到紐約就又能見面了 -當然 - We'll all see each other in New York. - All the time.
珊姆 走吧 Come on, Sam.
怎么了 查理 What's wrong, Charlie?
-系上安全帶 -我們到那邊再見 - Put your seat belt on. - We'll meet you there.
別把你姐姐吵醒了 Don't wake your sister.
這是我們的小秘密 It'll be our little secret, okay?
查理 看她睡得多香 Look, Charlie. She's fast asleep.
別把你姐姐吵醒了 Don't wake your sister.
是我的錯 My fault.
是我的錯 都怪我 My fault. It was all my fault.
這是我們的小秘密 好嗎 It'll be our little secret, okay?
別想了 快停下 Stop it. Stop.
別哭了 Stop crying.
這是我們之間的小秘密 It'll be our little secret.
坎黛絲 你弟弟的電話 Candace, your brother's on the phone.
喂 Hello.
-坎黛絲 -查理 - Hey, Candace. - Charlie?
珊姆和帕特里克走了 Sam and Patrick left,
我又開始胡思亂想了 and I just can't stop thinking about something.
什么 What?
坎黛絲 是我害死海倫姨媽的 對嗎 Candace, I killed Aunt Helen, didn't I?
她是為了給我買生日禮物才死的 She died getting my birthday present,
所以是我害死了她 對嗎 so I guess I killed her, right?
我努力不那么想 但我控制不了 I've tried to stop thinking that, but I can't.
我反復看見她在開車 然后出事的情景 She keeps driving away and dying over and over.
快報警 讓警察去我家 Call the police and send them to my house.
我無法阻止她 我又不正常了 And I can't stop her. I'm crazy again.
不 查理 聽我說 No, Charlie, listen to me.
爸爸媽媽和克里斯馬上就回家 Mom and dad are going to be home with Chris any second.
我只是在想 I was just thinking
或許我就是希望她死呢 坎黛絲 what if I wanted her to die, Candace?
什么 查理 查理 What? Charlie? Charlie!
查理 我是波頓醫生 Charlie, I'm Dr. Burton.
我這是在哪 Where am I?
梅維優醫院[賓州精神病醫院] Mayview Hospital.
我不能住在這里 我爸爸付不起費用 You have to let me go. My dad can't afford it.
-別擔心這個 -不行 - Don't worry about that. - No.
我很小的時候 就有那些幻覺了 I saw them when I was little.
我不想做精神病人 And I don't want to be a Mayview kid.
請告訴我 怎樣才能阻止它們出現 Just tell me how to stop it.
阻止什么出現 Stop what?
那些幻覺 Seeing it.
他們生活的片段 總是反復出現 All their lives. All the time.
到底怎樣 才能不再看到呢 Just... how do you stop seeing it?
查理 你看到了什么 Seeing what, Charlie?
太痛苦了 There is so much pain.
我不知道如何無視 And I don't know how to not notice it.
是什么傷害了你 What's hurting you?
不 不是我 No! Not me.
是他們 他們每個人 It's them. It's everyone.
沒完沒了的 It never stops.
你明白嗎 Do you understand?
那你的海倫姨媽呢 What about your Aunt Helen?
她怎么了 What about her?
-你也能看見她嗎 -是的 - You see her? - Yes.
她的生活一片混亂 She had a terrible life.
但是...該怎么說呢 But... I mean, what am I supposed to say...
你說夢話的時候提到過她 You said some things about her in your sleep.
我...我不在乎 I... I don't care.
如果你想好起來 就不能不在乎 If you want to get better, you have to.
她...她瘋了 She... She was insane.
她... She...
查理 讓我來幫你 好嗎 Charlie, are you gonna let me help you here?
好吧 Okay.
你記得你昏倒之前發生了什么嗎 Do you remember anything before you blacked out?
我記得我從珊姆家出來 I remember leaving Sam's house,
走回自己家 然后... and walking home, and...
我在醫院住了一陣子 I was in the hospital for a while.
我不想詳述這整個過程 I won't go into detail about all of it.
但我得說 有些日子非常難熬 But I will say there were some very bad days.
也有些日子 分外美好 And some unexpected beautiful days.
最糟糕的一天 就是當醫生告訴我父母 The worst day was the time my doctor told my mom and dad
海倫姨媽對我做的事 what Aunt Helen did to me.
親愛的 Honey?
真對不起 I'm so sorry.
最美好的 是有人來看我的時候 The best days were those when I could have visitors.
哥哥姐姐經常來看我 My brother and sister always came for those
后來克里斯去了訓練營 until Chris had to go to training camp.
他今年會作為第一陣容上場 He's going to be first string this year.
我姐姐告訴我 And my sister told me
她在暑期打工時認識了一個不錯的人 she met a nice guy at her summer job.
來啦 There he is.
那我們周四六點見 好嗎 So, I'll see you Thursday at 6, right?
醫生說 我們無法選擇自己從何而來 My doctor said we can't choose where we can come from,
但我們可以選擇去向何方 but we can choose where we go from there.
我知道這不能解答所有的問題 I know it's not all the answers,
但也足以幫助我逐步理清狀態 but it was enough to start putting these pieces together.
感謝主賜予我們食物 God bless food we are about to receive.
我們感謝您 We thank You
以耶穌基督之名 賜予我們恩惠 for this bounty in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.
-阿門 -阿門 - Amen. - Amen.
爸爸 你覺得企鵝隊今年會怎么樣 So, how do you think the Penguins are gonna do this year, dad?
該死的企鵝隊 God damn Penguins.
他們設個防會死嗎 I think they're allergic to God damn defense.
球員們管冰球叫什么來著 What do the players call a puck again?
餅干 A biscuit.
你確定不是"該死的餅干"嗎 Are you sure it's not a "God damn biscuit?"
你這是找打 You're cruisin' for a bruisin'.
親愛的 Honey,
我想我們應該 I think we're gonna have to
在你走之前 給你買點東西吧 do a little shopping for you before you take off, huh?
我得買點書 I need some books.
查理能出來玩嗎 Can Charlie come out and play?
第一晚 我們吃了烤面包卷 That first night, we had grilled stickies.
太好吃了 It was so good.
你秋天一定要來看看 You have to visit in the Fall.
我們一起去吃 好嗎 We'll have some. Okay?
一定 Definitely.
不好意思 Oh, sorry.
查理十月份還打算再崩潰一次 Charlie has a breakdown scheduled for October.
我跟你說 Well, can I tell you something?
我就離開了兩個月 I've been away for two months.
那完全是另一個世界 而且還有更好的 It's another world. And it gets better.
我室友凱蒂對音樂的品味棒極了 And my roommate Katie has the best taste in music.
我找到了隧道里那首歌 I found the tunnel song.
我們去兜風吧 Let's drive.
我不知道我是否還有時間繼續寫信 I don't know if I will have the time to write any more letters,
因為我正忙著學會參與 because I might be too busy trying to participate.
所以 如果這是最后一封信 So, if this does end up being the last letter,
我想告訴你 I just want you to know that
在高中之前 我的生活很不好過 I was in a bad place before I started high school.
是你給了我光明 And you helped me.
即使你并不明白我在說什么 Even if you didn't know what I was talking about,
也不知道這是誰的曾經 or know someone who's gone through it.
這一切讓我不再孤獨 It made me not feel alone.
因為我知道 有些人會說 Because I know there are people who say
這些不可能都是真的 all of these things don't happen.
還有一些人 And there are people
一到十七歲就忘記了十六歲的感覺 who forget what it's like to be 16 when they turn 17.
我知道有一天 所有這些都會成為往事 I know these will all be stories someday.
我們的容顏會定格在老照片里 And our pictures will become old photographs.
我們也會為人父母 And we'll all become somebody's mom or dad.
但是現在 這些瞬間還未過去 But right now, these moments are not stories.
它們正在發生 就在當下 This is happening. I am here.
我看著她 And I am looking at her.
她是那樣的美麗 And she is so beautiful.
我看見了 I can see it.
這一瞬間 你知道自己不是悲劇的主角 This one moment when you know you're not a sad story.
你充滿生命力 You are alive.
你站起來 欣賞燈光璀璨的夜色 And you stand up and see the lights on buildings,
看著眼前讓你驚嘆的一切 and everything that makes you wonder.
聽著音樂 兜著風 And you are listening to that song on that drive
和最愛的人們在一起 with the people you love most in this world.
我敢說 在這一刻 And in this moment, I swear,
我們擁有無限 we are infinite.